One of those days…

There are reasons when I don’t write every day.

Some days are better than others. But the ones that are less fortunate, make me feel like by writing unpleasant unhappy things, i am only putting out negativity in the universe.

On a day like this, i have only a few choices — I can very well pretend to be positive and write about happy things. But do you really think I would do justice to the content? In fact it makes me feel miserable cz it makes me realize the disconnect between my current and the desired state of mind. I would rather just take a nap and cut off from the world for a little bit, than sit and try to pretend. And why the heck would you want me to do that anyway.

Another reason for hiding on such a day is that when I am sad, I feel that my weakness is exposed. I feel more vulnerable and easy to get to. My guard is not that strong and I feel unprotected. Yeah, weird. 

Also, why on earth should I acknowledge these bad feelings and make them even more powerful. 

So why did I write this post? To keep a promise that I made to you 🙂 Yes, I love you!

4 thoughts on “One of those days…

  1. Go ahead, let a little negativity out once in a while. I think the universe can handle it.

    PS…And, for what it’s worth, I don’t think being sad or miserable, or whatever the day has brought, makes you weak. It just makes you human, like the rest of us 🙂 I like the post.

  2. Your blog is awesome! I love it.

    I love writing. But for some reason, I was just being lazy lately and letting my blog die a slow death; disappointing my readers and myself. So I decided I will write everyday of November and get back in the flow.

    Honestly, I am just happy that I am writing more often, might not be everyday, like I promised, but definitely more than ever. Which is great 😀

  3. No need to write everyday girl. Write when you feel like it for whatever reason you wish. It’s your blog, your outlet. You have control over it. 🙂 You can choose to share or hide whatever.

    Bah, I blog about what I blog cause I love that crap. At times, I wish it was more meaningful on what I blog about but hey…there’s lots of people blogging about more important things that I kinda wanted to and there are lots of people blogging already what I do. I’m just swimming along with the rest of the fishes in the sea. 🙂

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